minsan ako'y nagbabasa sa wikipedia, napunta ako sa entry ng "maging sino ka man". hahaha. natuwa ako sa mga quotes especially this one by jackie para kay eli.

"Anong gusto kong marinig huh? gusto kong marinig na sabihin mo na ayaw mo, na ayaw mong mawala ako, na ayaw mong magpakasal ako, dahil gusto mo ko, dahil mahal mo ko, dahil ako mahal kita AIA, pero ako lang naman yun eh, ako lang ang nagmamahal"

may gawd! panalo di ba?!

pero meron pang mas panalo dyan. nagsurvey ako among soc people. isang example ng emotional confrontation. paanu kung sa kanila sinabi un. anu ang kanilang mga isasagot?




ABEE:
"kung sasabihin ko na ayaw kong mawala ka, na ayaw kong magpakasal ka, dahil gusto ko ako, dahil mahal kita...may mababago pa ba? o masasayang lang din lahat ng sasabihin ko tulad ng mga oras at panahon na dumaan. maramot ka...bakit ngayon mo lang sasabihin na mahal mo ako? ang tagal kong nagintay at umasa. pero ngayon huli na. ayoko na. sana lumigaya ka"


AIA:
(stunned by the sudden revelation) Holding back the tears, AIA replied..

You know what, Ive been dying to hear you say those word since the very first time weve met.. been dying to hear how much you cared about me, how deep your love is..

but its too late..youre getting married and now this sudden revelation? bkit?anong tingin mo sa akin?isang desperadang babae na matapos mong sabihan ng mga moving words eh pipigilan ka ng magpakasala? if you think im still that woman na head over heels sau at halos ibaba ang pride nya mapansin mo lang..you better think again..

im done with you. i did my best to move on without you in my life. i tried my very best to take u away from my system and now this? im just so lucky na i want to talk to your bride to be how fortunate i am dahil nauntog na ako

and how i pity her dahil papasukin nya ang mundong mas pinamiserable dahil sau.----------sabay walk out..


AFOL:
"bakit ba sa akin na lang lagi ang sisi?
ako ba ang magpapakasal?
hinintay kita..matagal kitang hinintay na kumawala sa relasyon mo.
pero ano?!
pinag-antay mo lang ako sa wala.
pinilit kong sarilinin ang sakit, ang pighati na mag-isa at mawalay sayo sa pagaakalang un ung gusto mo. hindi kita ginulo. kayo ng gf mo, dahil sabi mo tama un. tapos ngayon sa ken mo ibabaling ang bola?
napakaunfair mo.
you've always been unfair.
i suggest you get a knife and stab yourself!
ang mga tulad mo'y walang karapatang mabuhay sa mundo!"


FAITH:
napaka makasarili mo! minahal kita ng tunay...jan ako lagi sa tabi mo ng tahimik kahit nasasaktan ako dahil sabi mo tama ang ginagawa mo nagtiis ako, pinipilit ko ang sarili ko na pigilin ang emosyon ko para lang hindi ka mapahirapan pa dahil mahal kita, tpos ngayon sa akin mo pa ibabaling ang sisi. alam mo ba na hanggang ngayon pinipigil ko padn ang emosyon?! dahil pinaglaban ko na ang side ko at ngmatigas ka lang na tama ka...dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sayo ayokong makita mo na mali ka. tpos ngayong mgpapakasal ka na, ngayon mo lang sasabihin sakn yan...kung kelan huli na ang lahat! kung kelan naging masaya na kayo sa kabilang mga paghihirap at pighati ko... sa kabila ng pagtitiis ko at tahimik na pagmamahal padn syo. kasalanan ko kung bakit ko hinayaang maging balingan ng sisi mo...

...lang ako, pero mas kasalan mo kung bakit hanggang pagmamahal sa isip na lang ang maiibibigay ko syo. salamat nga pala at binigyan mo ako ng rason na mas mahalin ko naman ang sarili ko ngayon.


LEMI:
i am tired of this... again ang again. My life revolved around you for a long time. Love? Wat do you fucking know about it? It is over. Magsama kayo sa empyerno. I have a busy life ahead of me.


MAMANG:
tangina mo!
kung talagang yan ang nararamdaman mo
bat mo pinaabot sa ganto
tapos sasabit tayo pareho sa gulo,

DWIGHT LIIT:
Nahihibang ka na nga. Kahit minsan hindi ako tumugil na magmahal sayo. Buong buhay ko inantay kita pero ikaw ang nangiwan. Para saan pa ang paguusap natin. Para ipamukha mo sa akin na ikakasal ka na? That you've moved on? How dare you do this to me. I dont deserve this kind of hurt. I dont deserve pain. I dont deserve you.

LAIAH:
how dare you say those things to me?! ngayon pa? ngayon pa na ikakasal ka na? at ano? anong gagawin mo kung sakaling sabihin ko lahat ng gusto mong marinig? may magbabago ba? wala naman diba? there's nothing in it for me. lalo lang akong madedehado. magpapakasal ka pa rin at ako pa rin yung talo, yung maiiwang luhaan. kaya please lang just leave me alone!

EDGE:
xmpre di ako mkapagsalita for a while db, mauuna ata yakap
tas ibubulong ko...
i've been longing for this time...this is is the nicest instance that came about..hmm hugz ulit

ROAN:
"oo. ayaw kong mawala ka. ayaw ko ding magpakasal ka.. pero mas ayaw kong maging masaya ka. wala kang karapatan. ang tagal ng panahon na nawala ka- tapos ngayon, ngayon na ikakasal ka na, babalikan mo ko? mahal mo ko? *evil laugh* magdusa ka.


REG:
"fuck off!" - direct to the point



WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
CLASSIC!
napakaastig talaga ng soc people. you rock!
*kiss the ground*

the moment reminded me of sunshine. 
looking at you felt like looking at the sun.
like i couldn't look away.
and when i close my eyes, i'd still see the light through shut lids.

and feel the warmth all over my body.

Okay. So bale per scene ibibigay ko  lang yung setting, dialogue, characters and stuff. si direk eisen na ang bahalang umatake ng bawat eksena, i mean, yung zoom in, panning, etc. ng camera. hahaha. mahirap ata gumawa ng story board sa multiply anu.

Dwight, since ikaw ang naghahandle ng technicals ng sound, ikaw na rin ang bahalang maglapat ng music sa mga scene okay?!

At kung mapapansin nyo (due to popular demand), dito ko iintroduce ang loveteam ni thea at pipoy. hehe.


Prologue (First Scene)

Setting:

Gabi. Malakas ang ulan. Kumukulog. Kumikidlat. Isang barrio na malayo sa ciudad. Makikita ang dalawang pares ng paa na tumatakbo at nagmamadali. Sa bawat hakbang ay tumitilamsik ang mga putik sa damuhan sa paligid. Titigil sa tapat ng isang dampa. Makikita na ang mga pares pala ng paa ay pag-aari ng dalawang fifty-something na magasawa. Basang-basa sila. Wala silang payong kundi ang tig-isang dahon ng saging. Dali daling kumatok ang lalaki sa pintuan ng dampa habang ang kanyang asawa ay tahimik na naluluha.

Lalaki: Aling Inchang! Aling Inchang! Tulungan nyo kami!

The guy will lose it and start to cry. Parang magmomonologue sha ng konti.

Lalaki: Nilapastangan nila ang anak ko Aling Inchang. Huhuhu. Hinding hindi ko sila mapapatawad. Parang awa nyo na. Tulungan mo kami. Hinding hindi ko ito mapapalampas. Napakabait ng aking anak. Ngunit anong ginawa nila. Binaboy at dinungisan nila ang puri ng anak ko. Aling Inchang! Aling Inchang! Gusto ko maghiganti!

Lalapit ang babae at hahawakan ang braso ng lalaki.

Babae: Poy, wala atang tao. Hindi ata magandang ideya ito. Umuwi na lang tayo.

Lalaki: Anu ba Thea! Wala na tayong ibang pag-asa. Wala tayong pera para sa pagdedemanda. Kahit pa ipabaranggay natin sila, hindi sila mapaparusahan dahil mayaman sila!

Sa gitna ng maliit na pagtatalo ng mag-asawa, bubukas ang pintuan ng dampa. Hindi makikita ang kahindik-hindik at nakakatakot na matandang babae, pero alam ng mga tao na nakakatakot dahil mababakas ito sa hitsura ng mag-asawa. Magsasalita ang matandang babae. Maririnig ang boses na magpapatayo ng lahat ng balahibo sa katawan.

Matandang Babae: Ang paghihiganti ay isang ulam na dapat ihain ng malamig. Halina't pumasok kayo.

Kahit sandaling magaalinlangan, papasok ang mag-asawa sa loob ng dampa.


Ngayon lang mapapansin na may isang batang babae, mga walong taong gulang, ang nakasilip sa maliit na bintana ng kapitbahay na dampa sa di kalayuan. Makikita nya kung anong nangyari at lalapit sha sa kanyang ina na nananahi sa tabi ng gasera.

Batang Danaya: Inay, bakit po pag may malaking problema ang ating mga kabaryo, kaya Lula Inchang sila nalapit?

Titigil ang ina sa pananahi at titingin sa anak.

Heart: Anak, napag-usapan na natin ito. Alam mo naman na ang Lola Inchang mo ay may ibang kakayahan. Ngunit wala namang ginawang masama ang Inay. Nais lamang nyang makatulong.

Babalik sa pananahi ang ina ngunit magpapatuloy sha sa paglilitanya sa anak.

Heart: Hindi ko rin naman maikakaila na nagiging kabuhayan na rin ni inay ang kanyang "pagtulong". Dun nya kinukuha ang makakain nya sa araw-araw.

Titigil uli sa pananahi ang ina. Titingin sa batang Danaya at hahawakan ito sa magkabilang balikat.

Heart: Pero anak, gusto ko tandaan mo ito. Ayokong matulad ka sa Inay at sa akin. Ibig kong sabihin ay makuntento sa ganitong buhay. Kaya nga iginagapang kita sa pag-aaral. Gusto kong makatapos ka at magawa mo ang mga gusto mong gawin. Kahit maibenta ko pa lahat ng ating ari-arian makapagtapos ka lang ay gagawin ko. Wala ka namang aasahan sa iyong ama dahil nasa sinapupunan pa lang kita ay naglaho na sha. Anak, ipangako mo sa akin na aabutin mo ang iyong mga pangarap at ang mga pangarap ko para sa iyo.

Danaya: Opo nay. Ipinapangako ko po.

Heart: At sana hindi ka na rin mag-usisa tungkol sa Inay. Maliwanang ba?

Danaya: Opo.

Heart: O sya sige, matulog ka na at dis-oras na ng gabi.

Sa labas ng dampa nila Danaya. Lalong lumakas ang ulan. Kukulog at kikidlat. Makikita saglit ang dampa ni Aling Inchang na OA sa pag-uga.

Fade out sa black.

BLURRED SYNOPSIS part 2

hehe. akala ni aia walang kontrabida. but no, meron. hehehe. eto na ang part two ng synopsis. sa mga suhestyon at komento at violent reactions, oh well comment lang keo. hehehe.

para sa script, i will post it soon. may laman na ang prologue at scene 1, 2, 3 and the last scene. nakwento ko na rin sa iba. i need help, probably two more scriptwriters, pm me kung interesado ka!


AGUA VENDETTA
sikretong samahan na may malawak na kaalamang paranormal. lumalaban sila sa mga kampon ng kadiliman. walong taon na simula ng itinatag at ilang libong pilipino na rin ang natulungan. ang kanilang headquarters ay matatagpuan sa catalan, uplb.

sa puntong maiisip ni rex na si danaya at ang kanyang killer digicam ang dahilan ng pagkamatay ng kanilang mga kaibigan, hihingi si rex ng tulong sa grupo.

ang Agua Vendetta ay binubuo ng mga sumusunod:

Trixie as Trish:
number 1 showbiz columnist at talk show host sa umaga. isa sa core four ng AV sa gabi. specialization nya ay wiccan spells.

Eisen as Bernard:
prominent na indie film director at writer sa umaga. isa sa core four ng AV sa gabi. may isang pares ng third eye. nakikita ang 20secs sa hinaharap. strategist ng grupo.

Renan as Rene:
board member ng isang sikat na BPO company sa umaga. isa sa core four ng AV sa gabi. ang gumagawa ng mga potion ng ginagamit ng grupo.

Lemuel as Lim:
photographer at eventologist sa umaga. isa sa core four ng AV sa gabi. may kaibigang diwende. nakakakausap ng mga lamang-lupa.

Roan as Rose:
operations officer ng isang sikat na real estate company. researcher ng AV sa gabi. ang nagiisang pinay na parseltongue.

Tet as Prin:
EP sa isang Filipino channel. researcher ng AV sa gabi. ang ekspertong medium ng grupo.

Faith as Jewel
corporate lawyer sa umaga. researcher ng AV sa gabi. walang kakaibang paranormal abilities. talagang hobby lang nya.

iba pang miyembro (mga apprentice):
Phot as Mark
Pam as Sam
Rej as Gina
Lyka as Raika
Jaemie as Charice

Cameo roles:
Boyet, barista sa coffeeshop. sha ang kumuha ng picture number 3.
Marie, babaeng nagwawalis ng bakuran sa background nung patagong sumakay ng tricycle sina Joie at Razor.
Ted, tricycle driver na sinakyan nina Joie at Razor
Heart, nanay ni Danaya sa prologue
Femi, artista sa billboard na nasa background nung masinsinang naguusap sina Rex at Razor
Hannah, isa sa mga writers/intern sa "It's the Kitchen Life"
Dwight Ronan, exbf ni Joie bago si Razor
Iviang, landlady nina Danaya at Joie

First of all, eto po ay hindi pa kumpleto, marami pang characters na hindi kasali dito sa write-up. Pang-trailer kasi eto. Saka yung mga characters, medyo tentative pa...Inaareglo pa ng production ang mga actors and actresses, may umaapela kasi ng role nila *peace!* Pero anyway, eto ang first draft ng write-up. Sa mga suhestyon, email me at aprilcarandang@gmail.com

Enjoy!

BLURRED
character write-up and summary
(coming to theatres this halloween)

Main Cast:

Aia as Danaya
Yuppie. Editor-in-Chief ng magazine na "It's the Kitchen Life". Simple, mabait, mabuting anak, kaibigan, at girlfriend. Maglilimang taon na sila ng boyfriend nyang si Razor. Kuntento na sana sha ngunit madidiskubre nyang ilang taon na rin pa la shang nabubuhay sa gitna ng kasinungalingan. Madidiskubre nyang may lihim na relasyon si Razor at ang bestfriend nyang si Joie. Alam ito ng lahat, except her. Masasaktan ng todo. Halos mababaliw. Mapanghiganti. Maghihiganti. Babalik sa bayan ng kanyang great grandmother sa Asupre para pag-aralan ang art of impact (re: impaktita) at i-merge ito sa makabagong technology. Nasa lahi nila ang dugong mambabarang. Magbabalik para gamitin ang digicam sa kanyang paghahasik ng lagim.

Edge as Razor:
Tibak. Instructor ng PolSci143 sa UP Diliman. Simple. May paninindigan. Five years ago, sa isang beach resort sa Batangas, nadevelop (napikot) sha kay Danaya. Limang taon na nya itong girlfriend. Mabait si Danaya, ngunit tumibok ang puso nya kay Joie, ang matalik na kaibigan ng huli. Tatlong taon na ang nakakalipas ng dumating sha sa apartment ni Danaya at Joie upang dalawin ang una, ngunit wala run ang dalaga at biglaan pa lang umuwi sa Laguna. Basang-basa sha sa bagyo. Nakita sha ni Joie. Nangyari ang hindi dapat. Pinuno ni Joie ng init ang natutulog nyang damdamin. Ilang taon na nyang gustong sabihin kay Danaya na si Joie ang mahal nya, ngunit palaging walang pagkakataon. Alam na ng buong barkada nila maliban kay Danaya. Bago pa nya masabi, mahuhuli sila ni Danaya. Maghihiganti ang kasintahan. Gagawin ni Razor ang lahat para maayos ang lahat at maprotektahan ang mahal at mga kaibigan.

Joyce as Joie:
Manager sa isang real-estate firm. Matalik na kaibigan at hausmate ni Danaya. Dahil sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon tatlong taon na ang nakakalipas, sa gitna ng bagyong Pokwang, nahulog ang loob nya kay Razor. Tatlong taon na shang nagsisinungaling sa bestfriend nya. Tatlong taon na silang may lihim na relasyon ni Razor. Mahuhuli sila ni Danaya. Mawawala si Danaya at magbabalik upang maghiganti. Nakalaan para kay Joie ang pinakamatinding pasakit. Alang-alang sa pag-ibig, hindi matitinag. Ipaglalaban nya si Razor at ang pag-ibig nila hanggang sa huling kb ng memory card ng killer digicam ni Danaya.

Dhino as Rex:
Operations Manager sa isang call center sa Alabang. Matalik na kaibigan ni Razor. Sha ang unang makakaalam ng lihim na relasyon ni Razor at Joie. Hindi sha boto kay Danaya. Mas gusto nya si Joie para sa kaibigan. Laging pinagtatakpan si Razor pag makikipagkita ito kay Joie. Gagawin ang lahat para sa kaibigan. Kasama sa mga paghihigantihan ni Danaya ngunit sha ang makakatuklas ng kahinaan ng mapaghiganting dalaga.

Supporting Cast (in order of death):
Pic 1: With Asst Editor
Location of Pic: "It's the Kitchen Life" office

Na-blurr sa Picture: Marge (Meg), Asst editor in Chief ni Danaya
Malalaman ni Danaya na kaya pala sha pinag-overtime ng kanyang assistant editor nung anniv nila ni Razor ay hindi dahil nagkavirus ang articles. Sinadya palang dinelete ito ni Marge dahil nakiusap si Razor na idistract muna si Danaya. First wave ng paghihiganti.

Tatlong araw matapos maprint at makitang na-blurr ang mukha ng assistant editor, titigil ang kanyang puso sa sobrang excitement habang nagpapafacial.

Pic 2: Lunch Date 

Location of Pic: Loata Loka
Mga Na-blurr sa Picture: College Friends nina Danaya at Razor: Ehra (Gera), Dolfie (Alfie), Lei (Day), Jolens (Eppie)

Naglunch-out si Razor at Danaya kasama ang college friends nila na sina Ehra, Dolfie, Lei at Jolens. Treat ni Danaya ang lunch. Sama-sama sila sa table. Nalaman ni Danaya na magkakakonchaba pala ang college friends para magkasama si Joie at Razor nung birthday ni Danaya. Sinabi ng mga ito sa kanya na hindi makakapunta si Razor sa party ni Danaya dahil nasa Mulanay ito at nagiinterview ng mga kapus-palad para sa leksyon sa klase. Yun pala ay kasama ni Joie si Razor at nagiisland hopping sila sa Palawan, monsary nila, birthday ni Danaya.

Tatlong araw matapos maprint at makitang na-blurr ang mga mukha ng college friends, magbubulaan ang mga bibig at malalason ang mga ito sa isang inuman. Napagkamalang gin ang formalin na nasa bote ng Gilbey's. Kaya pala daw malakas ang tama.

Pic 3: Anilao Get-away

Location of Pic: Anilao Batangas

Mga Na-blurr sa Picture: Co-instructors ni Razor sa Diliman na si July (June) at Dwayne (Dwight)

Nanlibre si Danaya ng weekend getaway sa Anilao, isinama nya si Razor, Joie, at ang mga co-faculties ni Razor na sina July at Dwayne. Natuklasan ni Danaya na pag pala dumadalaw sha faculty room ng Diliman at sinasabi ng mga co-faculties na wala duon si Razor, ang totoo ay nasa ilalim ng table nina July at Dwayne si Joie at Razor at humahagikgik. Naisahan na naman nila si Danaya.

Tatlong araw matapos maprint at makitang na-blurr ang mga mukha ng co-faculties ni Razor, masasagasaan sila ng stampede ng mga bading na gustong manuod ng Oblation Run sa Diliman. Deads.

Pic 4: The Coffee Pic

Location of pic: Starbucks

Mga Na-blurr sa Picture: Kapitbahay nina Danaya at Joie: Peach (Afol), May (Eyps), Bim (Ben), at Heart (Love)

Lumabas si Danaya at Razor kasama ang mga occupants ng katabing unit na sina Peach, May, Bim, at Heart. Nagkape sila sa Starbucks. Libre ni Danaya. Malalaman ni Danaya na kaya pala laging nakalock ang pinto ng kwarto ni Joie, maaga itong matulog, at tila laging umuungol ay magkatabi sila ni Razor sa kama. May secret entrance pala sa katabing apartment at duon dumadaaan si Razor papunta sa kwarto ni Joie.

Tatlong araw matapos maprint at makitang na-blurr ang mga mukha ng kapitbahay, mababangga ang sinasakyang Crosswind ng maghahausmate. Walang nakaligtas.

What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten..... that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show? Somehow, I wished I could have told her that I love her but now there's no hope in doing so. For now, it's rather too late- too late for me to do so.


She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love.


I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to transfer at a neighboring state because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when out came the loveliest girl I've seen. She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reached the top she then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's Sam, what's yours?" I answered, “My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, “Well I like your name. Hey your tree house's neat!" then I replied, “Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know." She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with troy and I could be your new best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled and said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held her hand and said, "It's a deal then!" So that's how it started.


So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week’s allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a branch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires.


The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more.


As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once, when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend.


Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden.


We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches wherever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance mixed feelings of anger and hurt because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her.


Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy.


Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. every time we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him as she passes by me she doesn’t know that I whisper the words "God how I love you."


Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up to their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what I wanted to do.


So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart.


So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again by telling her I love her. So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to be expressed from my aching heart.


It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said, "Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your partner Sam." The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!" I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more.


Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, "To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then asked, “Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her.


When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said," Would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor.


It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven't done it.


We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where she was but she told me that she doesn't know. So I went and search for her.


As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so close to each other. I could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium. Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. In the hallways, as she approaches I would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride.


The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me. There was something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me.


So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my studies but still I think of her at night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard not to think of her but still I could not stop myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was done for her. I thought that if I will be successful one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her and by that time, I'm worthy of having her.


It was a year after our graduation when I decided to return home and see her again. I thought a year is too much for me not to see her and during the past year I felt like a person lost in the desert and only the sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her. Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I have loved her for a long time. This time I am determined to let her know my true feelings for her and I could not contain anymore the love I have for her.


I reached their house; I saw her older sister and I approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a cheerful lasy just like my dear Sam. I then asked," Hi Jen! I guess you're surprised why I'm here. Well I just want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I kind of miss her you know. Ummm.........bby the way have you seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she replied quietly "Come follow me."


I was confused with the way she's acting but still I followed her. As we were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a conversation but just answered my questioned briefly. Then I realized that she was leading me to the direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left it, with the same oak tree Sam and I used to climb up. I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed Sam more than I thought. The Jen stopped walking and pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's Sam."


I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could not believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up.


I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and slowly started saying," It has been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia, but even though she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regards this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent the happiest days and that was when she was with you. By the way, she also asked me to give you this." She handed me a parcel and with that she left.


I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated last month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading........



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I know by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed each day that's why the happiest days of my life was when you were by my side. You just don't know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and dream no more for you are with me. When you are away, I can't stop crying because I'm afraid to think that you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel. Each time you held me close to you was like a dream coming true for to be close to you and feel your heart beating next to mine was heaven. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much that I even tried to full myself that you're in love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think that what I'm saying are lies but, I tell you, my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love.


I know you might be thinking of Mark but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know how you would react and with that I'll know that you love me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue. When our prom night came, you just don't know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing, I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression so I told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it's you whom I really love. What happened next was that I found you missing and later learned that you were searching for me, I just concluded that you saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gave me a chance to do so. You continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted to tell you how much I love you but I decided that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left.


Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late, still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.


P.S.
Think of me sometimes.... and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life.



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I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send my love to heaven."



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*courtesy of http://foreverisayi.multiply.com/journal/item/9

..we all heard about trace college masquerading as UPLB's sister school or private UP. now this is another UP association by some IT school. i pity this guy being happy that his son is enrolled in this school rather than in UP Diliman. uhg! pathetic.

*image courtesy of "Spaced Out" from the UP multiply group

parang undergrad courses lang yan. yung nirereg (register) sa college? devc50, math11, econ101. puede ring zoo3, psych1, at soc130. maraming choices. maraming fields. may simple, may sakto lang, merong kumplikado, merong prereq. sa totoong buhay, ideally, isa lang talaga ang kailangan i-reg. bakit? ganun talaga, kasi kelangan na yung atensyon, isip, at pagkatao sa iisang subject lang.

para hindi madrop,
maexcessive,
at ung pinakamasaklap,
masingko.

and besides, pag pinagsabay ang dalawang subject, believe me, something or someone is always bound to ruin the moment - kahit gaano pa kagaling un nagsasabay.

merong tatlong pinakadahilan kung bakit nakaenrol sa isang subject.
a.) gusto
b.) walang ibang choice
c.) gusto pero prereq lang pala

sa unang scenario, interesting ang subject at dahil dito pinagaaralang mabuti ang bawat lesson. sinasaulo, sinasabuhay. habang tumatagal mas maraming natututunan, mas lalong napapamahal. nagiging isa ang subject at estudyante. kaya naman pag my quiz or long exam or kahit anong test pa yan, ayos, pasado. kadalasan, ung mga ganito, humahantong sa uno. happy ending.

sa ikalawang scenario, napipilitan ireg ang subject, hindi dahil gusto pero kasi un lang un "available". minsan din dahil binuyo ka ng mga kaibigan mo. dalawang ending ang puede dito:

*una, dahil wala naman talagang interest e kusang nagdadrop o inaantay na lang na masingko.
*ikalawa, habang tumatagal nagustuhan na rin ung subject. pinagaralan kahit papano. sa huli, hindi man uno, mas lalong hindi naman singko.

sa ikatlong senaryo, inireg ang subject dahil gusto. pinagaralan, sinaulo, sinabuhay ang mga leksyon pero bakit pag dating ng mga quiz, long exam, at kahit anong test, passing lang ang makukuha. may mga ibang chapter na kahit pilitin, hindi maintindihan. saliwa sa mga pinaniniwalaan. ginagawa ang lahat para kahit papano makakuha ng mataas na grade, pero bakit parang kulang pa. madalas, nauuwi sa singko. hindi pala para sa yo ung subject na un.

eto ung nangyari sa huling subject na ini-reg ko. ang masaklap, alam kong singko na nga, wala pang "three months" ini-reg na pala ng ibang tao. hahaha. ironic nga e. ang bigat sa pakiramdam pero on the other hand, masaya kasi naramdaman ko yung "relief". hindi na ako mapupuyat kakaaral, hindi ko na pipilitin intindihin ung mga lesson, hindi ko na iisipin ung mga "what-ifs" or yung mga requirements na dapat ipinass, mga dapat sinagot at ginawa ko nung mga quiz, long exam, at kahit anong test.

hindi muna ako magrereg ngayon.

pinaghahandaan ko yan.

i will take my time.

hahanapin at ieenrol ko yung subject na para sa kin talaga. magaaral ako ng mabuti. pag my quiz, long exam, o kahit anong test, aside from the current knowledge, gagamitin ko ang mga natutunan ko sa mga prereq, at hindi uulitin ang mga maling sagot (haller, para anu pa't elbizen ako). gagandahan at paghihirapan ko ang mga requirements na ipapass ko, at kung kelangan magpatutor sa iba, why not?

pag dumating na ang oras na-reg na ako, sana magiging maayos ang lahat hanggang sa huli.

para for the first time,

maka-uno naman ako.

i stumbled upon this just a while ago. there is a blog entry circulating in the internet, popular among ai fans of ramielle. the entry was supposedly posted on rami's myspace blog a day after her elimination.

this is from 4ever heaven's blog.

http://4ever7.blogspot.com/2008/04/ramiele-malubay-victimized.html

nagtytype ako sa kompyuter dito sa opisina alas dos ng tanghali. lamig na lamig. sipong sipon. pakshet naman kasi, todo performance ang aircon kung saan malapit pa sa pwesto ko. habang nagtatrabaho at nakikinig ng radio sa aking cellphone, biglang my nagtext, si day.

"makakapili ka ng lugar na uupuan mo pero hindi mo mapipili ang taong tatabi sa bakanteng upuan sa gilid mo... ganyan ang senaryo sa bus. ganyan din ang pag-ibig"

napaisip ako.

totoo ba?

inisip ko kung maiaapply to sa kin.

mga five minutes din akong natigilan.




*isip isip isip*




*relate relate relate*




haay.

ang konklusyon...

*with conviction*
im sorry, i beg to disagree!

paanu kung yung sumakay sa bus na naghahanap ng mauupuan ay mukhang holdaper, manyak, o taong grasa? basta yung hindi mu gusto. naghahanap ng mauupuan? tas bakante nga ung nasa tabi mo? ako, malamang sa hindi, magtutulog-tulugan at uupo ng upong pantamad. alam nyo un, ung nakahilata. o kahit anong posisyon (uuyy, parang sex) basta lang makakuha ng clue ung naghahanap ng upuan na wala akong balak magpaupo sa tabi ko. uupo ba sha sa tabi ko? chances are..HINDI! in short, sa pag-ibig, kung alam mo na na hindi mo gusto ung nagpaparamdam sa yo, maaga pa lang umiiwas ka na.

paanu kung ung sumakay naman at naghahanap ng upuan ay ung tipo na malayo pa lang ambango na, mukhang mabango kahit pagpawisan, at *ehem* good-looking. yun tipong sha ang gusto mong tumabi sa yo. di ba pag malapit na sha, nag-eeffort tau na umusod para maging malaki ung space sa tabi natin? kasi, pag mas malaki ung vacant space sa tabi natin, mas malaki ung chance na umupo sha sa tabi mo. in short, sa pag-ibig, kung alam mo na gusto mo ung nagpaparamdam sa yo, maaga pa lang gumagawa ka na ng paraan na maging ok kayo.

ang tanong, paano kung bigla na lang umupo sa tabi mo? kunwari hindi mo nakita or naramdaman biglang andun na sha sa tabi mo. masasabi bang wala kang choice? aba hindi, kasi my choice ka na either magstay sa upuan mo dahil harmless naman kung magsstay ka or lumipat ng ibang upuan kung talagang hindi tolerable ung katabi mo. simple.

ang bottomline lang naman kasi, sa dinadami dami man ng bagay dito sa mundo, simple man o magulo o abstract, kahit sa pag-ibig pa, sa lahat ng sitwasyon, merong choices. bakit pa tau nagkaron ng utak kung hindi rin naman mag-iisip di ba?

While walking down the street one day a Philippine senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies.

His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance.

"Welcome to heaven," says St. Peter. "Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you."

"No problem, just let me in," says the senator.

"Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up.
What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and
one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity."

"Really, I've made up my mind. I want to be in heaven," says the senator.

"I'm sorry, but we have our rules."

And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell.

The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him.

Everyone is very happy and in evening dress.
They run to greet him, shake his hand,
and reminisce about the good times they had while
getting rich at the expense of the people.

They play a friendly game of golf and then dine on lobster, caviar and champagne.

Also present is the devil, who really is a very friendly guy who is having a good time dancing and telling jokes.

They are all having such a good time that before the senator realizes it, it is time to go.

Everyone gives him a hearty farewell and waves while the elevator rises...

The elevator goes up, up, up and the door reopens in heaven where St. Peter is waiting for him, "Now it's time to visit heaven."

So, 24 hours pass with the senator joining a group of contented souls moving from cloud to cloud, playing the harp and singing.

They have a good time and, before he realizes it, the 24 hours have gone by and St. Peter returns.

"Well, then, you've spent a day in hell and another in heaven. Now choose your eternity."

The senator reflects for a minute, then he answers: "Well, I would never have said it before, I mean heaven has been delightful, but I think I would be better off in hell." So St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell.

Now the doors of the elevator open and he's in the middle of a barren land covered with waste and garbage. He sees all his friends, dressed in rags,
picking up the trash and putting it in black bags
as more trash falls from above.
The devil comes over to him and puts his arm
around his shoulders.

"I don't understand," stammers the senator.
"Yesterday I was here and there was a golf course
and clubhouse, and we ate lobster and caviar,
drank champagne, and danced and had a
great time. Now there's just a wasteland full of garbage and my friends look miserable. What happened?"

The devil smiles at him and says,
"Yesterday we were campaigning......
Today, you voted."

..I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love.

..The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me.

..That's what I hope to give to you forever.

..I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Hi Guys,

Something interesting to share.  ^^v
Was browsing on my RSS feeds and this one came from Snopes Urban Legends. 
This was collected via email and is true!

Enjoy!


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Do you realize how early Easter is this year? 
As you may know, Easter is always the 1st Sunday after the 1st full 
moon after the Spring Equinox (which is March 20).

This dating of Easter is based on the lunar calendar that 
Hebrew people used to identify passover, which is why it 
moves around on our Roman calendar.

Found out a couple of things you might be interested in! 

Based on the above, Easter can actually be one day earlier 
(March 22) but that is pretty rare.

Here 's the interesting info. 

This year is the earliest Easter any of us will ever see 
the rest of our lives! 

And only the most elderly of our population have ever seen it 
this early (95 years old or above!). 

And none of us have ever, or will ever, see it a day earlier! 

Here's the facts:

1) The next time Easter will be this early (March 23) 
will be the year 2228 (220 years from now). 

The last time it was this early was 1913 (so if you're 95 
or older, you are the only ones that were around for that!).


2) The next time it will be a day earlier, March 22, 
will be in the year 2285 (277 years from now). 

The last time it was on March 22 was 1818. 

So, no one alive today has or will ever see it any 
earlier than this year!



Source: http://www.snopes.com/holidays/easter/earlyeaster.asp

TagaELBI ka kung...

1. Kilala mo si Mang Pogs.

2. Nalilito ka kung saan nakalagay ang banga ni Mariang Banga.

3. Tubig na lang ang tingin mo sa gin.

4. Ginamit mong reviewer ang mga old exams para sa mga midterms, prefi at finals sa math, stat, chem, physics, eco etc.

5. Hindi ka sumasagot ng UP (yupeee) kapag tinanong ka kung saan ka graduate.hahaha! sagot mo elbi.

6. Taga-elbi ka kapag kilala mo yung professor na nagbi-bike ng naka-barong na kupas. (Si climax! kalahating albert einstein, kalhating mang pandoy)

7. Ok lang pumasok sa mga klase kahit naka pambahay/ pantulog attire ka.

8. Pag nagtanong si manong driver ng "may animal ba dyan?", at may sumagot ng "meron po" ay di ka natawa.

9. Pag nagtanong uli si manong driver ng "may mens ba dyan?", at may sumagot uli ng "meron po" ay di ka natawa.

10. Di ka nahihiyang magbitbit ng malaking payong.

11. Taga-elbi ka kung pagkatapos mong magbakasakali kay Mang Pogs, diretso ka na kay Mr. Midnight .

12. Bumibili ka ng blue book sa Coop.

13. Alam mong hindi pwedeng ibato ang Batong Malaki.

14. Nung pinanood mo ang movie ni aga at regine na shot at elbi (sa may gaygay gowns) at nagtawag ng taxi si regine e nagtawanan kayo ng mga taga-LB at clueless ang iba.

15. Alam mo kung nasaan ang White House.

16. May tanline ka ng tsinelas.

17. Alam mong mas masarap ang pancit canton na niluto sa 'heater cup'

18. Sanay ka maglakad.

19. Thursday night ang gimik night mo.

20. Alam mo na ang pinakamalaking banyo ay ang Ellen's Fried Chicken, at Sizzler's ang tinitingalang kainan.

21. Kilala mo sina Saniano Boy at Girl.

22. Alam mo kung nasaan ang "Johnson".

23. Alam mo ang kaibahan ng dalawang Flatrocks.

24. Kaya mong pumasok ng hindi naliligo.

25. Alam mong si Carasus at Pegabao ay iisa.

26. Alam mong ok lang na pumunta sa Maahas.

27. Tumatambay ka sa APEC para mag inom.

28. Alam mo kung nasaan ang Fertility Tree, Kwek Kwek Tower, at ang Templo ni Bruce Lee.

29. Tuloy ang klase kahit signal number 3 na.

30. Alam mo kung saan ang pilahan ng jeep papuntang IRRI, Forestry, o kaya ay Jamboree...

31. Hindi ka kumakain ng buko pie.

32. Alam mo na bago pa man nauso ang unli rice sa Tokyo Tokyo, marketing strategy na ito ng Salad Country.

33. Hinahanap-hanap mo ang chocolate cake sa Mer-Nel's.

34. Alam mong bawal tumawid sa UPLB Gate(main), muLa Guard House papuntang harap ng Carabao Park...

35. Alam mong may oras lang na pwede kumain sa IRRI pag di ka IRRI employee.

36. Sanay ka maglagay ng Knorr Seasoning sa kanin.

37. Alam mong ang hanging bridge ay di talaga naka hang..

38. Alam mong hindi lang dalawang pulgada ang layo ng Bayog sa Anos.

39. Kapag nate-take mo na di magpalit ng pants hanggang ilang araw.. hehe..

40. Alam mo kung nasaan ang tatlong Ellen's fried chicken sa LB.

41. Apektado ka sa pagsasara ng ic's

42. Pag may sakit ka, hindi ka pupunta "infirmary" except lang pag kukuha ka ng excuse slip.

43. Marami kang alam na ghost stories, sa ilag's, sa men's dorm, sa faculty village, sa may social garden etc...

44. Pag umihi ka na sa gilid ng SU (tuwing feb fair).

45. Alam mo na ang tunog ng pillbox. (rambol!)

46. Taga lb ka kapag kilala mo si "manang slow"..

47. Hindi mo na naabutan ang Vega mall at Robinson's.

48. Taga elbi ka kapag mas gusto mong tumambay pag feb fair kesa manood ng kung anuman sa stage.

49. Kaya mong i-identify ang species at subspecies ng bawat punong nadadaanan mo.

50. Alam mo na ang shortest way sa papuntang st. therese from Hum ay ang dirt road...

51. Taga-elbi ka kapag alam mo kumbaket maraming natatalisod sa raymundo gate.

52. Hindi mo kailangan ng rason para uminom ... hindi mo na rin keilangan ng mesa pag iinom (... hindi mo na rin minsan kailangan ng baso ).

53. Alam mo kung nasaan ang Soils.

separated at birth again??

ok fine. because you asked for angelu de leon. kahit malayo, pinilit ko. hahaha.

wala ulit magtatangkang umangas. blog ko 'to. pagbigyan nyo na ko. hahahaha!

in one word: NINONG
sponsor since: the moment i finished filling my dcs application form.
favorite bonding activity: hanging out anywhere, talking, debating, and laughing about anything. (diverse topics range from politics to ugly people.)
next favorite bonding activity: dining out and charades.
most major fight: hmm, would something such as "pinahiya mu ako!" during application process count? *sniff* haha!
last moment together: jollibee breakfast last saturday (straight from being up all night.)
will be seeing him again: SUBIC trip most probably. woooh! 

..ok. so starting today, will feature my friends here at my blog. one friend a day hopefully. just wanna share how lucky and proud i am to have them in my life. realized that relationships may come and go, but friends, i dunno why but they freakin' stay.

the first ever feature will be my dude pare buddy batchmate GERA. although nowadays with our busy scheds (hers more busy of course, courtesy of loving bf jed *tihee*) we hangout less than before, we still find ways to catch-up especially at YM. hahaha!



in one word: FRIEND
batchee since: the moment we attended the first sem DCS orientation.
favorite bonding activity: hanging out at her or someone else's apartment (or gimik places or coffeehouses), doing nothing but MONI, stories, games, advices.
next favorite bonding activity: charades.
most major fight: december, 2004. practice for the STRIPPED dance number. that's the major major fight i can remember.
last moment together: chowking breakfast after the KM finals at Pansol.
will be seeing her again: later. it's FEB FAIR dude. woooh!

SEPARATED at birth??

walang magtatangkang umangas. blog ko to. hahahahahaha!